A Glass Of Mindblowing Thoughts

Subject: A Glass Of Mindblowing Thoughts Wed Jul 11, 2007 9:45 pm

Pour me a glass of mind blowing thoughts I claimed.
Starring out my imaginary nothingness window of tranquility and solitude.
No answer was received.
In my disappointment I moaned love doesn’t exist nor anything for that matter.
Couldn’t help the tear pleading to force itself out of my eyes.
I was lost.
The saddest of songs was playing as hopelessly I got myself drunk to the aroma of youth.
Standing in front of me it filled my world with hope of bloom that spring can give.
But yet the image was fake for it was nothing but my foolish imagination playing tricks.
Then like a zestful summer breeze I thought of something so sweet no mind could reach.
I thought of life in its spring and the happiness few words can give by existing.
I had sworn down not to ever believe again on the hopes of life.
Such as love, wisdom and youth.
For why else should it be that I who lived in total youth was as depressed as could be? My prayers only as echoes would return to me and I bitter to the feeling of life.
Habits at this face could not be denied of existence, for I was killing myself softly.
With my bare hands taking whatever felt the slightest of good.
Keeping in touch with the real world was not in my thoughts.
The real world for all I cared didn’t even exist.
Being extinct specie of my kind.
Hatred was born all over again as I searched for revenge in the tedious of ways.
And there it was I killed my soul with a big amount of alcohol.
My mind stranded to the lie of my life, my life was nothing but an illusion of frustration.
Giving life was nothing difficult to me.
But my own sad story of forgiving not me but others was only a tragedy.
Only alcohol was a part of me nothing more for love does not exist.